Well, life's just taken a nose-dive and I want to wallow in self pity, but I guess Im not even entitled to that, after doing everything that I do. I think its a rotten thing, this. What irritates me most is that ALL those plans that we had are down the drain, chute and pipe. Its so crappy, though I know that everything will, one day be fine, its just tht the waiting and anticipation has been so much that I guess only I know how much shattered it seems. Im not even bothered about the studying, just tht I believe, I deserved a break... whose prospects seem rather bleak now.
And then there are always the other things going on. I wish I could be one of those persons who could just stop feeling. But I dont and hence am not. Its so blue, my "love life", if you please. But its funny how happy one person can make me! And what sucks most is that my best-laid plans are well all gone now.
I guess life's trying sometimes but the sheer un-fairness of it all sucks!!!
"Life could have been, lovely and uncomplicated,
If the dreams that we were fulfulling were our own,
And days could have been lucky and iridescent,
-Look at how we've grown."
The worst part is how easy it is for someone to say "Its just 2o more days, yaar, cmon. "
i knw d "sumone" was me!!blive me not all dat easy ok!well then nw 2 weeks to go!!but then babe its always so much better to look on d brighter side than jus sulk n crib about sumthing...i knw u hate it when i keep sayin dat...still...its will always b the rt way of lukin at it no?
ReplyDeletei knw d "sumone" was me!!blive me not all dat easy ok!well then nw 2 weeks to go!!but then babe its always so much better to look on d brighter side than jus sulk n crib about sumthing...i knw u hate it when i keep sayin dat...still...its will always b the rt way of lukin at it no?
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